things close to my heart

i want to talk about 3 or 4 things close ot my heart: vibrating anal butt plugs, anal beads, cock pumping and blow up dolls.

first off : vibrating anal butt plugs.  i love these bvut i cant use them cause they are a bit too extreme for me.  the problem is when im hot i have no self ocntrol and i pump the fuck out of the plugs to a probably unsafe level...it feels so fucking good i cant stop myself...it makes me such a gay transvestite/...but liek i said i threw out the lats one i bought and im trying really hard not to buy a new one no matter how fuckign sexy they look or make u feel...however theres nothing i like mroe than seeing pics of tvs in rubber with the telltale black rubber sphere hanging from a tube in their assholes...OMG

oh my god i can imagine this in my asshole it makes

me feel like such a gay sissy and sooo submissive  which is strange for

me cause i think ium naturally dominant

ok sissy now put on your rubber hood and plug yourself you know u want to 

this is so naturally pretty all girls...and young boys

should be trained in hoods like this until they accept

there marraige to rubber clad black male daddys

to me this is the ultimate rubber hood..to be honest rubber hoods scare

me and when i put them on a freak out and get claustrophobic

but my alter ego forces me to do it to punish me for being such a gay

transvestite

of course..once the young boys have accepted their rubber clad black daddys

they should live in sensory deprivations like this for ever...but how can

u consider it deprivation when your ass and penis will be so well

taken care of...really its sensory exaggeration...the rubber

hoods exaggerrate the feelings of submissivness and love

for black rubber daddy

like this:

oh to wear such shiny black rubber pantyhose inflatably plugged and gagged and hooded

in preparation for my nuptials with black rubber daddy

 i like to think this pic is a young boy waiting loyally for his black rubber

daddy so he can carefully lick daddys giant cum filled balls hanging like a black bulls

below his latex sheathed cock shaft, the black rubber  sheath open at the top to allow the masterful purple musroom cock head free for the prescious young boys

eager and willing latex hooded transvestite mouth and gay tongue. i think

most black men like the idea of being served sexually by servile young

latex hooded white  boys and the white boys have exciting masturbatory

moments dealing with the orgasmic moment of blask rubber daddys penis

when from his powerful masculine testes erupts an unstoppable flow of thickly

sperm filled white sticky semen goop over the sexy black latex sheath

 making all the young transvestite in training's semen eating fantasies a blissful and wonderful

reality

there are certain things we need to say out loud...so i want you to join me

in repeating these words as we masturbate to  his wonderful pink rubber hooded

gay transvestite:  i love you black rubber daddy.  OK?  lets begin

i love you black rubber daddy

i love you black rubber daddy

i love you black rubber daddy

i love you black rubber daddy...

say it  100 times

mpppghhh mpphhg daddyymmppppg please uninflate my butt plug and let me out of these shiny girls clothes daddy i dont want straweberry flavored lube in my asshole anymore daddy...i'll keep on the rubber hood, gloves  and ballet boots for you if we can just be naked together hugging like father and son...daddy?  u like strawberry flavor right daddy? dady maybe we can play with the giant anal beads when u lick clean my rubberized boy pussy of strawberry flavored lube.  i love you soooooooo much black rubber daddy ...we'll be together 4 -ever daddy and i will always love you with all my heart and soul

this is a transvestite rubber bride. in the never ending search for submissiveness

all Tvs must accept hooding and especially collaring especially with a rubber neck corset like

this,  woudnt u just love to lick this gorgeous rubberized face and constrict the neck corset

just a little to much, bind her arms and legs and then ass rape her with giant vibrators

until u see saliva dribbling  from her tongue over her pretty latex hood.

if yes, then you are certainly a depraved mother fucker.

well folks...my plan was to talk about 3 things...but i went off on a tangent and im back in rubber land....much like TVFA im an artist and i always blow off my work to jerk off to

transvestite imagery.  My plan was to talk about the three thigns then move into shemale imagery to rewards you for your fetishism....unfortunatley i dropped a load as i was downloading the shemale videos cause the shemale in the video was really just an ugly tranny posing as a shemale...lol...i get off when somehtings totally fake -- which is pathetic but at least i dont yet desire that people shove banana cream pies in my face to get off like some people i know -- hahaha thats so fucking funny and pathetic --- i think all the REAL shemales live in south amerika...the rest of us are just crossdressers and trannys...or like me...a normal married man with kids

my shceuld is gonna go fkn crazy over the next few weeks....hope i can continue updatibng...this i smy first real blog and i must admit im enjoying the experience.

fuck you all!

also

for all u trannys who are simultaneously attracted and repulsed to serving men sexually and
are not sure if you are gay or not...how about the interpretation that you are defintely
gay but you just haven't found the right man yet.

Seriously..people are always going on about how they havent found the right girl yet but then
they expect a different standard for their gay lover.  

i mean i was dating a young shemale of about 20 year sold for about 4 months and it wanst really doing it for me....i always felt dirty afterwards and even while doign it but i foced myself to do it nayway...but one night i met one of here friends mariajose and we just clicked and she noticed immedietelly i liked her pantyhose and she was shaved and perfumed and she secretly gave me the best blowjob of my life...and i was like uh oh...this is the one...didnt hurt that he  was in an all in one teddy with rhinestones and feathers wheni met her and heavily made up...they were both working a show.

Incidentally I live in south america now and no longer in the u.s. of assholes

firstly real chicks kick ass in south amerika and make u think u might not even need a shemale to get your rocks off....but if u do need a shemale they are all over the place..easy to meet and young and sexy

i never thought of myself as gay either but after all these years i find i can look up interracial gay sex or gay black men in rubber and cum very quickly while feeling simultanoseuly attracted and repulsed ..and i used to just be infatuated with satin panties

i think im in love with kara from http://karafetishdoll.blogspot.com/.....when i see her fucking her ass with that black dildo after snorting whatever she snorts...doesnt look like coke  but whatever...want to get her addicted to something then train and abuse her 

heyif you cant read th captions on the video you need to download it so u can make it bigger...i use realplayer cause it lets you download flash movies and play them afterwards

for example heres some transvestite faggotry i donwloaded from youtube using realplayer so i could dress up in satin, vibe myself and eat my own semen from my tulle gloved and painted nail fingers

love being a sissy dont u...thenworship the gay shemales

maybe it will make u a gay tranny too...enjoy it

always striving for a perfect mix of fetishism and gay shemales

 i dont think this girl is particularly hot, but she has a warm loving face and looks like she might actually accept the fact that you are a gay crossdresser and try to love you hopelessly even tho you only htink of large penises bound underneath shint pink satin panties.....and if your like me and TVFA....ur  abit dissapointed she doest have a giant cock between those legs while u  hopelessly worship the full fashioned stocking

fag---look at the hope;ess gay look on his face.  he's so pretty.  now he should be bound and penetrated

do you dream of worshipping  a satin mistress like i do.  my god she is encased in sooooo much prety shiny satin...i dream of licking every square inch of satin and finding sticky white sperm filled boy goo on her ass with my tongue

I know TVFA has this on his site but these shoes are sooo worthy of worhsip i thought it was worth adding it.  Look particularly at the open toes.  how do you think her feet would smell?  pretty and perfumed.  and the shoes are satin i htink too...how wonderful

when i look at fotos like this i know im a gay transvestite

i worship u mistress.  let me lick your pretty shoes mommy mistress

speaking of heel worship...oh my god

this is a real girl but shes got a horse face like a transvestite so us gay TVs can pretend maybe shes got a thickly veined erect penis full of semen while worshiping her pink satin corset and full fashioned nylons and extremely pretty shiny ballet heels

the diea here is that she is so prettyily made up...i think she perfumes her crotch which is so important.  ive sucked off quite a few shemales in my time and if they are shaved and perfumes...it really makes like wonderful

its all about the shiny transparent panties.  personally i like to worship womens asses.  last saturday my wife dresses up in shiny white satin panties and garter belt with fishnets and let me worship her ass...specifically her anus....i liked and rimmed it for like an hour and shes not really into ass sex yet being that shes only 23, but she tries really hard to satisfy me

i know i need more shots of sexy cock and with semen dripping from them...coming soon!!

this is perfectly shot for shoe worshippers...u know what to do sissys right?  thats right ..blow a sticky load over the shoe ...then clean it

this tv isnt so pretty but extra points for coordinating gloves and stockings and shoes and outfit....i LOVE wearing lace or trnsparent gloves when im dressed up and feel my huge nails constricted the gloves and the material sliding over my satin panties and i masturbate wildy

ass worship time gay boy...u will never deserve a woman but u may lick her clothing

what every homosexual transvestite deserves on a permanent basis...now you will learn to admit your a cum eating transvestite

hes just like a real girl and yes sissy...i allow you to fall in love with him

she has an inflatable vibrating butt plug in her shiny lubed pink asshole...just like u sissy...what did u say?  u wanna pull it out and lick it clean?  dirty dirty sissy boy

hoping for something white out of something so black seems stupid but i think he'll get lucky

i worship your asshole shemale goddess

dont look at her pussy faggot..u simple dont deserve shiny pink pussies....u may however wonder at her tight finely full fashioned hosiery and shiny ballet heels and wish it was you modeeling these feminine fineries for a well hung full erect rubber clad black daddy with a bottle of straweberry flavored lube in his mittens

all boys should be forced into full fashioend stocking training very early by their gay transvestite fathers.  the combinatino of ultra sheer stockings with shiny pink satin garter belts with lace trim and matching shiny pink satin panties with lace appliques and bras is delightful to the young boy still trying to understand his sexuality.  its essential at this age to train them to walk in ballet heels and spend long hours posing for their fathers in their entirely feminine and sensual satin outfits

to make the boys feel comfortable the fathers should dress similarly perhaps in shiny baby blue satin garter belts with matching baby blue satin thong panties under a baby blue satin brief and hsould encourage long mutual huggin session...the sensuality of nylon on nylon and satin on satin will make every one more comfrtable and effect a more loving relaitonship between father and son

mommy just had sex with a young boy...her pussy is filled with white sperm-filled

semen...worship the pantie

s and stockings a

nd u eat the hot boy c

um

this is a gay transvestite whose ass is full of semen..can u clean the asshole with

 your tongue sissy faggot...as u look at thi

s image say..."im gay im gay im  gay" over an

d over again as loud as can

worship the fine full fashioned hosiery

worship the ballet heels and precious hosiery and imagine she has a huge muhsr

oom headed penis with white slimy semen needing to be cleaned from the pink head

being a gay sissy is wonderful .   you can dress in wonderful feminine finery

and worhsip 

beautiful womens clothing...but u may never has sex as a man now you are a gay transvestite sissy..your only pleasure is to be pretty and eat sticky white sperm filled boy cum

you to can become a transvestite faggotry addict

i wanted to make it easy for u to worship a rubber transvestite  ...worship the mushroom head and pray for semen you gay sissy

you should be bound in rubber like this gay transvestite and force fed semen until u start acti

ng more feminine

daddy love syou so much he wants to make sure you  are disciplined about  your crossdress training.  alway listen to daddy and do exactly was he say or else you will experience forced inflatable anal but plugging with strawberry flavored lube like in the next foto 

strict rubber  encasement , and suspension will become the norm for sissys like you

worship ballet heels sissy...shiny ballet heels are made for gay transvetites who worship womens high heels and shiny boots...all Tvs who love ballet heels must eat cum...u must cum on your ballet boots them lick them clean.  you are gay you are gay you are gay

daddy knows u love him..and you should always dress pretty in rubber & satin and tulle if u are in love...right girls?