gay fetish transvestite

wow!!

2011-11-12T12:09:00.000-08:00

so my wife went out for the day and her lets say 18 year old sister stayed here...we were playing wiht the kids and she suddenly said ..'lets make up (*&#%^&# in like a girl'...im like no no no bad idea....she breaks out her bag of makeup and jumps on my lap and starts putting foundation on me which i still have on my face now....i look at her in the eyes...she looks and me and i pop instant wood which is right under herpussy and she looks at me and says...maybe a little more here...im rigid...' a little more on your nose' i twitch it one time for effect and she looks at me straight in the face and smiles.

totally stupid i know. shes a hot 18 year old girl. until today she seemed innocent but u can imagine the depravity running thry my head now especially if you check out tiffanysatin on flickr where i have recently discovered the best selection of gay crossdressing and rubber fetish fotos.

jesus i hoope i dont fuck my wifes sister dressed p as a sissy!!

totally serious...would ruin my family.....and...yet soo fkn hot

warning all faggotry addicts

2011-08-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

hey long time no see.

i thought i had a computer virus and i wasnt able to see blogger for months. turns out i had my system clock back 2 years and i guess blogger doesnt like that...doh

anyway funny thing is i seem to have temporarily trained myself away from sissy gay shemale sex and am enjoying full on hard core lingeried lesbo anal with my wife. i just watched some of my old entries and videos and was jerking off but it was pretty hard to cum lolol. some of my earliest entries i had some compiled videos with comments overlayed...wow i remember at the time being soo into making those. now im reading the comments like WTF hehe....eating every strnd of nigger cum doesnt seem so appealing right now lolol

since i was last on here i got a pretty hardcore addiction to ritalin which i have kicked after 1 or 2 embarrasing moments rolling high on that shit and drinking ALOT vodka too ...i dont remember much but other people do hehehe.

great fucking on ritalin...makes u sooo fkn horny and crazed...but i got off that shit even tho it is fucking awesome

oh....one more thing....be a gay crossdresser all you want but all hell is about to break out in the global economy. buy food, silver and guns if you havent already. id also recommend moving to south america to get away from fukushima radiation for a bit longer

uruguay is attractive. george W bush just bought a ranch there.

sisters are doing it for themselves

i still check out your pages from time to time but dont be caught in your satin panties when the hordes arrive at your front door looking for bread

..im probaly done here for a while but now that i figured out why i couldnt see blogger i thought id mention it...i wish you all well for now. i wont delete the page or anything because ill probably come back at some point. i dont believe in throwing away the past.

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2011-01-27T20:38:00.000-08:00

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if that bores u try some deep anal
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uhhh

2011-01-20T21:10:00.000-08:00

quick thoughts about gayness......oh ....uh oh wait a minute...i think im tooooo fucked up to talk anout it but i got some very deep thougths about this shit...particularly about the addiction aspect of transvestism...fuuuck...im wasted lol....seriously got deep thoughts but prolly wont get to them for a month.

all of you are unforgotten.

a mesmerizing display of fetish virtuosity

2010-12-15T20:13:00.000-08:00

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update

2010-12-12T17:08:00.000-08:00

ok well its been so long i have had a very difficult year the last year...good but a lot of challenges including now ihave 3 kids...lolol...not so much time to slut it up..plus we all almost died in a devastating natural disaster ....not a joke....but om cpmtext of this blog which i have left for a while ...ive kind of been led astray from transvestitry in the last year or so by the lesbianism of my wife which is alot of fun.

shes very conservative and cant admit that shes gay but i force her to watch lesbian videos and dress up like a...lol....well like a fetish whore.....and she has big gushy orgasms.....when she comes i make her say things like ´i love pussy´ or im a gay lesbian´´ and this of course enhances her orgasm as it does when we say thing like i love my daddys transvestite cock ....lolol.

afterwards she cnat talk about it lololol but its alot of fun obviously watching her get kitted out in her shiny satin maid costume corset and spike heels all so that she can act gay for a while.

after she comes (i either manually masturbate her or lick her pussy) i get on top of her and tell her i cant come unless she keeps watching the gay homosexual lesbians and touch her anus thru her tight shiy panties. i say that over and over again and she really gets off on it...the best part as i think i mentioned before is mrs conservative finds she can only cum at the parts where the girls in the video start licking each others assholes and doing anal penetration.

shes never let me fuck her ass and only lick her ass a few time ...i guess shes self conscious....but goddamn that girls fkn pusssy GUSHES watching other chicks lap their assholes together.

ive told her she can only watch anal lingerie lesbians and thats what she wants too.....

so...as u can see as apreviously hard core obsessed fetish transvestite ive been led astray...butof course the benefit is i dont have those big lonely post cum momesnts prying a satin panty gag of my face and sliding the beads and dilidos out my ass.

for me a satin panty gag was 3 satin panties bundles up with a satin panty crotch covering them. that satin panty crostch would have had my most recentt ejaculation all over it. i would stuff this in my mouth then plce several perfumes satin panties over my head then overthe top several full fashiones stockings which were soo fkn tight and sensual sliding over the satin and binding them tightly with stockingsover my mouth and eyes with more stockings until really very tight..id then put on a blond wig and id often do this in front of a video cam. watching myself afterwards was soo fucking hot cause i made myselfthe perfect satin panty slave which you just dont get on whatever xtube channel you want to find. u often find some good perverts but nobody who does exactly what you want for as long as you want.

so after orgasm...you find yourself sort of gasping for air bound in satin panties hoping that tight binding you made too tight because you were so fucking excited to be a gay transvestite again doesnt leave big red marks over your face which theyll ask about at work....then theres that moment of mmmm...im all alone and pathetic.

so i like to think whats going on with my wife is turning those very inner desires outwards and subjecting her to haha lol...i guess a small percentage of what iused to put myself thru. i bought a studded leather dog collar and chain and put her in that sometimes and force her to lick my mough like its a pussy and she puts so much authentic energy into it i think pretty much any man wold drop a load over it...you can feel her desire for gayness in the tip of her tongue lapping gaily over my mouth then pluging in and out like a vagina-....i laugh but really its fkn hot

plus as a gay tv who started primarily as a satin panty fetishist, it great having a young sexy woman who 24 7 is in tight satin panties...she doesnt take them off during sex either ...lol i tell her she has to pull them tightly over her lips so they are tightly concealed in shiny satin or i wont be able to come and she lovingly does it...i talk just like that with her too..very descriptive of the panty and its effect on my and it gets us both ...my only problem is she always cleans her panties immedietely and really idlike it if she wore them for 4 days of cum soaked perfumery like my ex stripper girlfriend...u could smell her thick perfumed musk mixed with smoke and fucking bubble gum....jesus it was fkn intoxicating to smell them

not much time to do full transvesttry anymore with the kids plus the wife keeps me drained mainly so im like whatever maybe i can walk away from it for a while...sure ic an always come back but its fun enough now and i dont have to deal with the feeling lonly and im still getting that fucking addictive satin fetish rush that i fkn NEEEEEED.

so maybe its about transposing your addiction not ending it....

anyway...the wifes tired and doesnt want sex and im here thinking what has sissys prisseis done lately or christines peticoat art or any hard core gay faggotry toon shit. plus of course shegods.com always has some good stuff under interacial if u find some pathetic white tv getting fucked in the ass by a muscular nigger

still im running my computer off a 3g cell phone lol so not exactly fast for downloading shit loads of gay tranny clips...lol still 4 blocks from where i live theres a corner where all the gay tranny hookers hang out....fuck...im dying to go over there but im scared of aids...i picked up and small time std a few years ago doing the same thing but it was enough to scare me to fkn use my head and not suck off every fucking tv i see..even if they are young sensual and maleable..and girlish for an 18 year old boy

we live in south america and i told my wife in spring well go to rio and she can lap up a samba dancers pussy during mardi gras...it would be her first really pussy licking experience.....she gushed pretty hard about that one...i told her it was normal in mardi gras in brazil for girls to get gay..and shes like ´óhh si mi amor oh si soy gay soy gay soy gay´

sometimes i find myself thinking about her like in my head...like u fucking stupid lesbo cunt whore.....not real loving for the mother of my kids...i dont even know if i love her really but she is soooooo fucking good to me and fucks me so good id be nuts to leave her...thing is there are so many hot sluts in south america and i want to fuck them and all the tvs too.....

my wife is 25..lol maybe 24 cant remember...im 44 this month. i should stick with this girl...shell take car5e of me as i get old and she probably get kinkier with more training...plus i probably do love her just im disconnected from my emotions a bit...our children are fkn beautiful ...and have made my life full of joy and wonder...its was a gift form god my family and im not religious. maybe i should focuse on the gifts around me rather than the insanity that can grown within me. at the very least its 1000% more interesting

so final thought of the night..framing your transvestitry properly is the key...context..im totally open o hard core fetish gay TV sucking and fucking right now,,,but does it fit the context.....
plus u ever had a tvs cock in your mouth and your like...WTF am i doing this for...its like your trying to be crazy rather than getting into it naturally. this is the problem with porn i guess is it creates a reality in your head which doesnt corrspond .

its fiction not reality.

ok im off to tvfa to whack it lolol ciaou

well hello there

2010-11-12T16:50:00.000-08:00

been a while,,,shit loads of stuff going on...a new kid, now 3 and almost break up with the wife...nothing to do with tv stuff....just crazy life shit. i still check in from time to time to see tvfa and sissy cock millers latest updates......

anyway been meaning to post for a while but life too crazy at the moment i WILL however be back guarenteed at some point cause i love this shit hahahaa....

just need mroe time

very hot rubber post tvfa

i want to do a post on how ive turnes my wife into a satin panty worshipping lesbian...really its getting ridiculously hot for straight sex lol

dont stop any of ya all

hello

2010-07-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

ive been very busy and not much time to blog. i have found myself however in a transvestite zone with lot sof gay fantasies circulating my brain. things like hot niggeres and young boys.

for example sometimes i seem to think about a hot nigger body builder in tight nylon posing trunks completely shaved in a rubber hood and rubber gloves who has a satin panty fetish and isnt gay. im dressed up like a satin maid in 3 pairs of satin panties ultra sheer panty hose, full fashioned stockings, satin corsetry 5 inch ankle strap open toe pumps a think 5 inch vibe a huge blond bouffant wig havey maekup and als0 a latex hood under my wig.

in my fantasy i have thousands of pairs of perfumed panies frommodels and strippers carefull positioned all over my room. some in front of satin worship pillows and some gaily hanging from railings as if my home is a lingerie store.

the hot nigger wants to worship sexy panties and isnt gay and i tell him its ok hes not gay but ill fulfull his panty fantasies. i hold numerous satin and micro fiber thongs over his nose so he can sniff the soiled crotches and assholes and the wholeitme his giant cock is getting reaslly turgid under his tight nylon posing trunks...my frilly sheer gloved fingers trace the outline of his cock head in the nylon and i start teasing his cock with teh sexy perumed satin panties...sliding his cock head in and out of each satin and mesh panty crotch soiling each one with his delicious sticky white warm nigger sugar syrup

i start tonguing each panty and lapping his giant purple cock head telling him he deserves sexy hot pantied pussy all the while his semen is shimering down his nigger love wand.

as he gets hotter and hotter he starts taking noticeof my tightly corseted hosed and satin pantied body and he startes feeling me up wiht his finger in my satin pantied ass crack saying things like oh baby your just like a little stripper slut too.

i usually fats forward here to when he is drilling me from behind. hes changed his `posing trunks for a shiny pink satin full back satin bikini panty and still in his rubber hood. i am fullyu dressed as a french maid and his giant dick is moving in and out of a hole in my satin briefs, mesh briefs and satin bikinis and tight satin thong forcing his pink fleshy membrane in and out of my fenibized anus. in my fantasy i feel very open and vulnerable because im hooded but my shiny hosed and pantied ass is open to his dick asault and my frilly petticoats and satin maid skirt and satin apron are lñike petals round a flower. the talks to me like im the love of his life in a dirty whore way and tellsme he will marry me if i keep satisfying his panty fantasies.

then i cum.

other variations include the same type of scenario but with a young boy i have been strictly training to meet and satisfy the niggers panty fetish. i seem to fins myself virtually spanking the young lad quite forcefully because hes not sure if he wants to be a girl. i fucking force him to fall in love with nigger cock and i love it.

then i come to, lick my very own semenof my wifes satin panties and go back to my life as a nomal straight married man

satin bride nigger cock

2010-06-27T18:08:00.000-07:00

when i see jamals huge nigger cock i wanna put on tight satin bikinis to make his
giant semen filled nigger dick ffull of stickky white tasty semen

mommy makes me sit on a dildo when she girdles me

do u like my bridal satin panties jamal

i do not desevre to look at a real womans panty

if im not homosexual why is this very sexy to me? because mommy is training the
faggots

mommy let me sucklethe prescious porescius pressscious red dildo

eater of sticky man semen

thats right son...suck daddy good

the golden swimsuit is extremely sexy because it is close to her shaved perfumed
vagina

try to remember this lovly girl pisses and shits too. its not all roses

i pledge my heart to you sir jamal. please gag me in satin panties daddy jamal

forever your jamal in white satin because im gay and homsexual

fill me with your love semen sire im ready to ride your cock horse to bambery cross

skintight bikini

gagged like this is erfect with another in the rectum and cock pumped too

precious scented bikinis to steal and worship for years

yes darling suck jamals love cream

anally plugged TV bride

fuck u u fuckin HO'S beyotch

2010-06-24T19:58:00.000-07:00

I had a whole lotta bitches in my lifetime
I been blessed with the game always say the right lines
Had a few prostitues and if you knew the truth
They're like pimps, you can't let em do it to you
She ain't no sucker, I know that bitch man
She wanna be a Pretty Woman lovin a rich man
Now here you come, drop top ridin
You ain't no pimp fake nigga stop lyin
Pussy makes money, stick to the business
Think about the real motherfuckers that live it
Street life, pimp shit, make the hoe respect the game
You bought her diamonds and cars, trick that's a shame
Say what you want, but I still figured
She left you cause you couldn't be, like them real niggaz
She was a hustler by nature, and you was just faker
than the average symps, found a badder pimp
Too $hort
Crazy ass man
I never woulda bought that bitch all them cars
and all that shit you bought that hoe man
After I heard about what the bitch did nigga, knew the hoe!
Man I'm thirty years old nigga
And that bitch was hoein when I was in 9th grades and shit
Think about that, she been around then right?
Shit... you just a rest haven for hoes man
Just the first nigga that came along when the bitch got out the pen
Bitch only fuckin witchu cause you had a good ass job, nigga nerd
Treat the bitch better than anybody ever treated her
Stupid ass nigga
She ain't nuttin but a hoe!
Bet you fell in love with her man!
You can't turn a hoe into a housewife fool
Everytime you turn your back that bitch is fuckin with dem gangstas
Eastside Westside these are my potnahs
Do that shit, you know what I'm talkin bout nigga
I tell you about some real pimps and hoes
Tell you about these pimps and these hoes man, yeah I know a few
Shit, beyotch

speaking of not being a gay homosexual this is my viewing from last month or 2

2010-06-21T19:53:00.000-07:00

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a beginning...updated

2010-04-28T19:42:00.001-07:00

timmy was playing with his mothers enormous telescope when he accidentally directed it in the windows of apartment 96 and saw an extraordinarily well hung nigger dressing up in a shiny red satin french maid costume. the nigger man took great care to slowly slide into his full fashioned stockings and 12 garter versatile fashions bright red satin corset, a shiny red satin thong panty followed by a red sheer mesh panty followed by a red full back shiny satin bikini panty. |Timmy watched s the gay nigger fondle different shoes apparently unable to choose between a ballet heel red shiny thigh high boot or a red steel heeled shoe the gay nigger man had bought for his own gay transvestite pleasure at fredericks of hollywood online along with several sexual toys including anal beads in various sizes, a host of vibrators and inflatable vibrating but plus as well as a generous selection of powered cock pumps which he has carefully arranged beside his closet of pure 100% female satin undergarments, gowns, negligee and bridal and prom gowns

as the well hung nigger slid the shiny red satin bikni panties over his gigantic cum filled balls which he had prettily bound with several meters of satin ribbon his enormous nigger penis dangled ponderously and masculinely from the otherwise completely perfumed femininity of the transvestite costume he had chosen for his day of gay transvestitry.

it was this well bound satin encased nigger cock and balls which dripped a gigantic bead of sticky white precum semen from the bulbous purple head and thickly veined shaft spilling nigger sperm over a precious nearby shiny red satin panty with elegant lace trim and satin gusset, staining the feminine garment with a thick sticky white semen filled masculine fluid that made little timmy boy for the first time gasp in amazement and feel a twitch of excitement in his groinal area and strangely he thought in his tiny tight pink puckered anus as he watched the powerful man subsume his masculinty in a sheath or really many sheathes of feminine clothing.

timy finnaly felt alive and connected to a worked he hitherto had never known could exist. as he gazed at this red satin French maid with full knowledge it was a generously well hung black man with ample sized balls bound in a floral satin arrangement timmy unconsciously for the first time slide his small hand down close to his small, virgin, curled up pink penis and lovingly stroked the tiny penis head as his little pink puckered rectum gently tingled in an innocent way as his pink penis head slowly became glaze with a sugary precum delight

unconsciously the young boys fingers moved from his pink silky glazed penis head to his lips where he unwittingly rubbed the precum boy semen all over his lips like lipstick using his tongue to refine the sexy coat of semen as he grew profoundly aware of a sensation that like this satin encased gay nigger french maid, he too was a gay homosexual transvestite

timmy was astonished to hear himself say 'i want to be a gay red satin panty', 'i am a gay red satin panty ' and for one startling metaphysical moment he ha d a visino of himself dressed ust like this gay niiger lord of a french maid but with his mouth gagged with cum soaked and perfumed red satin panties and perfumed red satin panties forced inside of his virgin pink anus

at the very moment he said those words the sexy nigger french maid suddenly looked up and saw timmy sliding his very own boy precum over his newly gay transvestite lips and a neatiful romantic moment occured where nigger TV and boy TV Fell instantly in love at first siight

to be continued...lemme know if u like

continued.....

timmy ran timidly from the window his hand sliding gracefully from the shiny steel cylindrical telescope. he was lots in confusion trying to decipher nascent feelings of lust, love and shame. alone in the house he went to daddys secret drawer annd pried daddys secret silver locket key and took it to the silver lock closing the secret door.

quetly timmy opned the silver lock and the small door behind mommys oak closet. he crept between large perfumed furs and formal wear to enter into a medium sized room entirly decorated in pink satin.

timmy had one day discovered daddys satin panty worship chamber by accident when he came home from school unexpectedly and spied his father in a surpirisng position. daddy had squeezed himnself into a tiny wasp wisted pink satin corset, pink satin thong panty and pink satin bikini panty, black french seaemd full fashioned stocking. sheer, shiny pantyhose, black ballet ankle boots, 3 rubber hoods a ball gag and leather blind fold, a very stiff highly boned rubber neck corset, an enourmous bouffant blond wig.

when timmy had found daddy bound and sensually blinded by gag, hoods and wigs, daddy had not known his very own young sone was watching him as he fondled a plastic blow up doll as his ample penis was swollen and pumped in a penis pump to an outragoues thickness. the strawebbery flavored lubricant for the inflatable vibratinf butt plug seeped out of timmys fathers pink asshole slathering from the sides of the sexy feminine pink satin panties and all over a mound of sexy stilleto pumps his father had been worshipping before he had hooded, plugged and gagged himself. those shiny presciousp pumps were literally smothered with his sexy fathers sticky white sperm filled precum and strawberry flavored asshole lube.

surrounded as he was by perumed formal wear timmy somehow felt as if capturedin some enchantment. the dlightful musky boucheron perfume nailed his childlike virgin frame in place as if upon a cross as his hands delighted in the sensual satin fabrics that surrounded him.

his father heard nothing after an hour so of hooded gagged masurbatory delight when timmy hypnotized in an erotic trance crawled from his satin trap his young tonuige unknowngly and yet hungrily lapping all over the shiny stilleto heels. he kissed and licked each heel , some ankle strapped , some platforms nd some steel heeled. he was oblivious to the fact that he was diretctly and unmistakable eting his fathers stiky white sperm fileld semen and strawebery flavored butt plug lube.

as is father made love literlly and wildly to a blow up doll he now loved more than his real wife, his young son, gaily lapped his fatherly sperm blanket and poop lube from his sexy transvestite pumps collection.

from that day ofward timmy always raced home early on that same day to spyupon his gay transvestite father and undulge himself in the same feminine finerey, the same satin costumes, thesame hoods and and heels that his father enjoyed in secrey gay homosexual exstacy.

aftyer many months timmy found himself waiting for his father togo out and he would immdieatly open the silver locket and wildly suck and lick on a straweberry flavored inflatable vibraing pbutt plug which his daddy had recently pulled out of his shaved pink feminine rectum while dangling large gobs and globules and strands of sticky white semed formt he heels.

the young boy secretly ran his tongue over the vagina mouth and asshole of the blow up doll, daddys real wife, and sucked each orifice clean of the semen rich fluid dripping from each rubber hole.

it was around this time timmy stared to ask himself 'am i a gay transvestite like my daddy'

....lolo more to CUM faggots

transvestite castle

2010-04-26T20:52:00.000-07:00

im hoping to get time to write some explicitly gay comments about these images in the next couple of days as well as write fictional piece about gay nigger black rubber daddy and little timmy and how through love timmy helps gay nigger black rubber dadddy exerise his his gay demons and how gay nigger black rubber daddy trains timmy in eating strawbery flavored butt plug lube aswell as enjoy bridal satin delights in a romantic gay wedding ceremony in a castle dungeon where timmy will live

a quick word about this educationa presentation

2010-04-17T04:11:00.000-07:00

i wish i had more time to comment each of thesei mages which are so very special to me. suffice it to say that while they cver a large area of gay transvestite fetishism, i think these images represent in large part for many of us an unspoken desire to see young boys forced into gay transvestism.

while comlpeely immoral, illegal and unfulfillable in the real world, many of these images like the sexy 2 beggining fotos, all of prissy sissy fotos and the xxccelent series of a young boy being forced by sodomy on his tight pink puckered boy asshole by a group of niggas, they seem to demopnstrate as I said an unspoken desire by many to either try said activities or simply relive their own experiences from the past.

like them or revile them, they are powerful images which understanably contribute to the gender confusion of many gay fetish transvestites

when tvfa talks of his simultanoeus revulsion and attraction to men would he feel he same way about a feminized submissive young boy who has much less testosterone and indeed may need a hot beef injection of said hormone to belay his latent femininity.

again i strongly reject the idea that feminizing young boys is a good idea in the real world and you should not do it.

on a sidenote when i was 16 i was busted by the police for doing it and they scared me straight. i am now happily married with 3 children and only veer into this topic and presnt these images as a soundingboard for other hay fetish transvesites who may find themselves overwhlemed and confused by their total lust for prissys sissys or christeens petticoats or other v series which essentuially portay the seduction of young boys into gayhood by taffeta, satin, full fshiones stockings or ins some cases even stillet heels or ballet boots and quite often inflatabale vibrating buitt plugs and latex hoods. prissys sissys for example ahs one image (not in this blog) of a young boy and a woman . the boy has his head in some kind of hood and the woman says 'its filled withmy panties' these seductive images with ideas which lure the young boy into a world of feminine satin panties only to ultimately blur the lines and force them into whimpering heel licking cock sucking gay sissys are endemic to the genre.

i urge you all to look into your heart and ask yourself if there exists some kernel of wanting sex with young boys. lokoig at this series will help you identify your desires and ultimately allow you to control them and keep them in the world of dreams so you too can become a happily married heterosexual and not a closet gay transvestite fighting againts desires to be dildoed and gagged.

for example ive found that licking my lesbian wifes satin pantied asshole has formed a humiliating inversion of said fantasies and has compleely and utterly removed any desire to see ro download images like i have placed in this educaytioal presentation. i now have no desires 'what so ever' to see young boys bound into femininity...especially not in those first image which i frankly find completely deplorable!!!!! straighten up you faggots. stop dreaming of hotniggas and little boys